i hate you that i loved you

hrmmmm....i felt really2 down rite now...i want a shoulder to cry on...i really need someone that i can tell everything2 yg terpendam kat hati nie....sedih sgt nie...what i always dreamt of before gone already...ahaa..that's all i can say...yes!u deserve that..maybe he's just not meant for me..yea..ALLAH has reserved someone's better than him...insyaallah...hrmm..i used to feel this kind of feelings..da bnyk kali da..but this time..seriously..damn!!sedih sgt2...nape la die penah wujud dlm hidup aku........okay la...ape2pn semua yg berlaku ade its own hikmah...rite??...okay la...la tahzan...=D..ceria skit...kan couple tuh haram...lupekan!!..jodoh di tangan ALLAH..